Er yeah. Sorry about the venting journal folks, I was really depressed and mad that I had to channel my anger/depression to something.
So yeah.
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Wow, I haven't been here in a long time.
Eh. There isn't much to write about in my life. Nothing exciting is happening.
I'll just write random things that pop into my head.
Well, Winter vacation started. There's nothing really big about that. We don't do anything for Christmas, so it's boring and quiet. The snow's not melting as much so it's hard to drive anywhere. I have a sad life ahaha.
Facebook graffiti is fun. I don't know why, but it's the only place I can draw and be satisfied with a work I've done. They're pretty low quality so that upsets me. I'm going to practice Photoshop more; I installed it today. It's pretty cool.
I always put down my art because I know I can do better. It's not to crave attention, I'm just telling the truth about myself. Sure, I like it when people praise me, but I don't want it to go to my head. Doing this actually helped a lot for me. Negative praise always worked better with me than positive. I dunno why. I guess it's because the negative stands out more than a positive one.
Now for some funny things.
When I doodle at school, people always notice and say stuff like "You're such a good drawer!!!" and I can't help but feel angry. No, not because I actually suck, but because I AM NOT A DRAWER. A DRAWER IS A FREAKING THING YOU PUT YOUR CLOTHES IN. I AM NOT A WOODEN CONTAINER CLOSET THING. JEEZ. The proper term is "artist" but I don't consider myself an artist that much ahahaha.
I'll just write random things that pop into my head.
Well, Winter vacation started. There's nothing really big about that. We don't do anything for Christmas, so it's boring and quiet. The snow's not melting as much so it's hard to drive anywhere. I have a sad life ahaha.
Facebook graffiti is fun. I don't know why, but it's the only place I can draw and be satisfied with a work I've done. They're pretty low quality so that upsets me. I'm going to practice Photoshop more; I installed it today. It's pretty cool.
I always put down my art because I know I can do better. It's not to crave attention, I'm just telling the truth about myself. Sure, I like it when people praise me, but I don't want it to go to my head. Doing this actually helped a lot for me. Negative praise always worked better with me than positive. I dunno why. I guess it's because the negative stands out more than a positive one.
Now for some funny things.
When I doodle at school, people always notice and say stuff like "You're such a good drawer!!!" and I can't help but feel angry. No, not because I actually suck, but because I AM NOT A DRAWER. A DRAWER IS A FREAKING THING YOU PUT YOUR CLOTHES IN. I AM NOT A WOODEN CONTAINER CLOSET THING. JEEZ. The proper term is "artist" but I don't consider myself an artist that much ahahaha.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
I'm bored.
How much are you like Barbie?
To find out just delete the other persons X's and put your own! Its really fun....
[ ] you own a hair straightener
[ ] you own a hair curler
[ ] you wear make up most of the time
[ ] you have a pink car
[ ] you have a pink camera
[ ] you have a mirror in your room
Total so far= 0
[ ] your room is pink and/or with a different color
[ ] you have blonde hair
[ ] you have blue eyes
[ ] you own more than 4 pairs of shoes and/or sandals(They're all converse)
[x] you have at least one pink pillow (hey!!! it doesnt matter what color!! Its comfortable!)
Total so far = 1
[ ] your friends call you dumb/stupid
[ ] you straighten your hair almost everyday (naturally straight. C: )
[ ] you've dyed your hair
[x] you have or had high-lights (brownnesss.)
[ ] you have/had a pink phonev (I never had a phone.)
Total so far = 2
[ ] have your own bathroom
[ ] you look in the mirror at least 5 times a day (I only use the bathroom like two times a day and I use it to actually PISS.)
[ ] you have/had pink lights in your room
[ ] you have/had pink lip gloss(I never use it)
Total so far = 2
[ ] you have at least 1 pink photo frame
[ ] you have a cell phone
[x] you have a computer in your room
[x] you have a TV in your room
[ ] you have an iPod or mp3 player
[ ] you had to use a calculator to add up this quiz
Total so far= 4
Multiply your result by 4 to get your answer!
16% AHAHHAHAHAA. Wow.
To find out just delete the other persons X's and put your own! Its really fun....
[ ] you own a hair straightener
[ ] you own a hair curler
[ ] you wear make up most of the time
[ ] you have a pink car
[ ] you have a pink camera
[ ] you have a mirror in your room
Total so far= 0
[ ] your room is pink and/or with a different color
[ ] you have blonde hair
[ ] you have blue eyes
[ ] you own more than 4 pairs of shoes and/or sandals(They're all converse)
[x] you have at least one pink pillow (hey!!! it doesnt matter what color!! Its comfortable!)
Total so far = 1
[ ] your friends call you dumb/stupid
[ ] you straighten your hair almost everyday (naturally straight. C: )
[ ] you've dyed your hair
[x] you have or had high-lights (brownnesss.)
[ ] you have/had a pink phonev (I never had a phone.)
Total so far = 2
[ ] have your own bathroom
[ ] you look in the mirror at least 5 times a day (I only use the bathroom like two times a day and I use it to actually PISS.)
[ ] you have/had pink lights in your room
[ ] you have/had pink lip gloss(I never use it)
Total so far = 2
[ ] you have at least 1 pink photo frame
[ ] you have a cell phone
[x] you have a computer in your room
[x] you have a TV in your room
[ ] you have an iPod or mp3 player
[ ] you had to use a calculator to add up this quiz
Total so far= 4
Multiply your result by 4 to get your answer!
16% AHAHHAHAHAA. Wow.
Saturday
Eh. Nothing new today. Same old.
This Blog thing is pretty fun I guess. If I write in my deviantART journal, people will probably unwatch me it.
Anyways I'm really happy because I got only one B. The rest are A's. Stupid IM Math class...
This Blog thing is pretty fun I guess. If I write in my deviantART journal, people will probably unwatch me it.
Anyways I'm really happy because I got only one B. The rest are A's. Stupid IM Math class...
Friday, June 12, 2009
WOW
Wow, this is much easier. I got a blog from this Japanese site and it was so confusing. xD
Anyways, I'm Mich and I look like a man.
Anyways, I'm Mich and I look like a man.
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